Moving on....

  Do you ever wonder why after you and your boyfriend/girlfriend break up that they continue to flirt with you and make it seem like they want you? I think it has to do with maybe the process of letting go or maybe it is a control thing. To me it just doesn't make any sense at all. I think this time I am in control and I love it. I am not thinking what have I done wrong I am thinking wow I can actually get what I want out of life now. I don't know why some of us stay in relationships that you know you are not completely happy in. In my case I just thought that the man I fell in love with was still in there. I was dating a freaking roller coaster. It was fun and probably will be for someone else until they want more out of life besides a hole in the wall bar and a pack of not so wonderful friends everyday of their life. Don't get me wrong I love him dearly, but I am not in love with him anymore and that my friends is a huge difference. Now is the time to enjoy my friends, take care of my business goals, pamper myself, get my self esteem back, and just focus on ME!!!!